hmm was thinking today abt the stuff tt ive done in my life and i thot abt stuff tt i want to do, and i realise tt i have done alot of things my peers have not, and im so happy that ive been given the oppurtunity to do stuff like that, but there are still so many things tt i havent done yet and i cant wait till i can strike them off the list too! and im sure that as i live my life, i will find more and more new stuff tt i wanna try and its all so exciting haha. im so glad i dont lead a boring predictable life, tho im sure tt some pple like tt kinda life too but its just not for me. i think i will be so sad if my life ended up that way, and im just glad tt God has blessed me enough so that i can try things out without much risk cos my family is always there to fall back on! but i really do think that a life without trying new things and excitement is not really one that i want to live. here are some of the remaining things on my to-do list:

travelling the world
shaving my head
going on a relief aid mission
bringing a friend to Christ
having kids
sailing across an ocean (not going to happen cos of seasickness)
sitting in a hot air balloon
being a missionary doctor
going back in time (so fun! i want to go back to the 1800s and meet jane austen)
watching a live liverpool match at anfield
meeting steven gerrard
starting a movement
appearing in a movie (as an extra la!)
witnessing a miracle
saving a life
going to heaven!
living like a native in some backward village (haha)

hmmmmmm. there are more but im too lazy to think!but yah. i really wanna do most of this stuff! ok some of them are nonsense and i know it but ya. haha. i want to be able to look back on my life and know that i enjoyed it fully and did all tt i wanted to do, and not be like those pple who die saying "what if?"